I’m going to start posting a song of the day! There really isn’t any criteria for it. Just a song I’m digging that day or one that I haven’t heard in a while! I probably won’t post everyday, but I’m going to make an effort to post one as often as possible!
Last night was kind of a big deal. Saturday Night Live had a triumphant first episode of its 36th season. 36 years. Wow. Big deal. Anyway, today is filled with homework. I am dreading doing spanish research and questions, though it shouldn’t be too difficult. I have to make myself do my history reading. Ughh, it’s so long, but thats my fault for not chipping away at it. Oh well. I’ll do it. Umm what else? Right, so, I have made a decision, one I that will be difficult, but it needed to be made. I have to stop analyzing and sharing personal things. It is not fair to myself or the other party involved. I am very sorry for not being able to keep my mouth shut, I promise I am going to be very aware of what I say and who I say it to from now on. I also, promised myself that I will be more social. However, I also realize that I have to be even more careful with whom I trust. Though I already do not trust people very easily, I feel like I have to kind of put more a guard up. But that’s only in regards to personal issues and people who I know will have my back and will not be selfish 100% of the time. Hmmm, what else what else? I also need to make myself realize that only I can make myself happy. No one can do it for me. I also need to reach out and find out what is going on. things aren’t going to come to me.
I hate this. I honestly can’t even think about anything. I’m so done. I’m done with not being good enough, I’m done with no responses, I’m done with you. I want to be over everything. I was devastated last night. It’s not fair
I’ve loved this song for a while now. Ida Maria has some really catchy tunes (lol). I like you so much better when you’re naked is also a great song! I feel like this song is gonna get huge! Hope so! Ida Maria deserves it!
1) made me realize why I love swimming so much
2) I got my picture taken randomly during chem
3) I listened to Panic! At The Disco and smiled
4) How I Met Your Mother premiered
5) I didn’t care who looked at me
6) I didn’t try to get anyone’s attention. And i liked doing it
7) was a good day
So, Last night’s Lady Gaga concert? INSANE! It was up there with the Aerosmith Concert I was raving about last month! (I know, I know I haven’t reviewed that, and I probably won’t..well maybe..) anyway. Lady Gaga. insane. Amazing, Literally breathtaking. I don’t have time to review it now, but I PROMISE I will do it sometime soon!
So now my rant:
please, please, please, just have the decency to answer someone when they ask you a question. it tears me up when I get no response. A “no” or “I can’t” or “I don’t want” is better than nothing. i hate that all I want is a response but I’m never getting it. Fuck